careless me -_-"

This morning i went to the market with him..and guess wat. i forgot to bring my house key. arrghh!!!! i didn't bring my mobile phone out so i borrowed his mobile phone. and i did something realli realli stupid -_-" (read the later part).
i called my house phone wishing that my housemate would pick it up.. but no one picked up the phone. so we continued to walk to vic mart. then..he turned to talk to mi. and guess wat?! there was an insect on my eyebrow. i didn't know abt it. yuck!!! then the wind was so strong that so much dust flew and stuck on my jumper. after buying the stuff i wanted to buy, we headed home.
and he said:"ann, how come now u can remember yr house number already?"
(actually i can't remember my house number.)
i said:"huh...oh shit! i think jus now i didn't call my house."
he said:"huh..what do u mean?"
by now i was alreadi laughing like shit...and felt so foolish
i said:"i think i called yr house jus now.. no wonder no one pick up the phone."
hahahaaha...and he laughed like nobody'd business!!! damn!! i felt like a joker.....-_-
then i have to wait at his place bcos my hsemate wasn't home yet. and i bought salmon.. his freezer couldn't be used cos it's not frost-free!!!! then he gotta go to fren's place and put the salmon there for a while..hahahaha
so stupid...so foolish of mi...i can't believe i called the wrong house...
haiiiiiiiiii

what have i done......-_-

hmm...i think i had made elvi angry...or sad...?!?! bcos of the incident that ge reads her journal.. but when she saw me today she seemed ok...aniwae...i want to apologise to her when i see her next time..but now i'll say it here

elvi i'm so sorry ok.... -_-"

.... sincerely...

u can bash me up when u see me.....

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spent my afternoon folding stars.. cooked 2 packets of indo mee for rusdi (indo mee + fried egg + bok choy + pork balls + fish tofu) he said it was the best indo mee he had. yeahhhh rite....hahaha =P had dinner at teppansan. fish in teriyaki sauce and vegetarian pizza. i love the pizza.. it was realli yummy ; )

Met up at nike with dian, chian and frens. there were 11 of us and the room is jus for 7-8 pple..muahahha..so we squeezed there...5 of them are chian's fren's frens.. i dun even noe their names till now... but had lotsa fun la..we played dice together and the loser mus drink..lol..i got dizzy after awhile but i think i was strong enough...unlike dian... haha. she was already lying on the sofa after the game. everyone sang like no one's biz.. both english and chinese songs.. jay chou! haha. and beyond...lol..and chian's songs --> faye wong..haha elvi should be there too...chian and elvi would make a great pair of singers, cos they love singing so much..even on the streets.. =P
there are so many interesting things. but i guess i forgot some alreadi. 2+am..i came home and bathe and sleep straightaway.haha.
today's my 21 mths with rusdi. love u dear ; ) hope u like the thing i made for u hehee

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Just arrived at 8.40pm

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getting hot and red after few drinks

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me + dian still going strong

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can i rest my head on yr shoulder?

federation square~

met with dian at nike and went to federation square to meet elv (who was volunteering), yeechian and her fren. its the festival..related with temple thingy..hehee. there're performances and lots of food too!! this 'feature' attracted mi the most.haha.. dian and mi had this sticky rice thingy..then inside the sticky rice there were some salty stuff and crispy stuff..i dunno what were those stuff but it tasted so nice yeah.. and only $3.made mi so full! and ate other thingy as well..lemon tea..hmm! then after eating, we wandered around b4 going to shop.. jus window shopping la..i tried this top from ice.. i didn't get it. now i feel like going back to get it.hahah. then chian has to go to work....so mi and dian went shop shop but we both didn't buy anything. bridge road is more interesting yahh.. then we went safeway to buy some fruits and food. i should get that roasted whole chicken..hahaha

i'm feeling so exhausted now...........falling asleep anytime.

buddhist festival at federation sq.

buddhist festival at federation sq.
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my Fry-day --> so lame

rusdi accompanied mi for my dental appointment this morning.. mayb i was too scared to go alone la. but i'll be fine even if i were to go alone.haha. what shocked mi was that....the dentist said i already have 2 wisdom teeth from my top gum..and 2 more coming out from the lower gum. what the hell!?!? how come i didn't noe that. and the 2 lower wisdom teeth can't grow out properly cos they don't have enough space. so i have to go for operation to take them both out. and he advised mi to take the other 2 top wisdom teeth out as well. or i'll have probs in the future. he also told mi that it'll cost mi thousands. so its better for me to do it in thailand. lol..he was really friendly and patient..cos i was asking endless Qs.. i noe i'm kiasu. haha.
so i booked my air ticket to go back home..and told my mum abt it so she can book a dentist for mi and my flight back to melb. hopefully ard mid july? i wanna play here!!! hahahaha
then went for isa meeting in uni...yessss how come we're so lucky dian?? this dian is so funni..she scared she has nothing to do if she finishes her assignmt. hahaha. i NEVER someone like this before. went to collect my pics from bigW.finally!! and bought battery for my alarm clock. this morning i looked at my alarm clock it was onli 9.30am..so i was so relaxed lying on my bed. but it was actualli 10+am when i looked at another clock.damn! lucky i wasn't late for my appointment. and last nite i dreamt abt elvi, dian and yeechian..i dunno why?!? and they made me cry..i forgot the details alreadi..and when i woke up, there was tears on my face. omg.. i was so 'in' with the dream. and i also dreamt that i was holding another guy's hand..walking. i dunno who the hell was that?! but it was such a nice feeling..hahahaahha...oops....hope someone dun read this. muahahahaha!
ok...i hope i'll have nicer dream tonite. tmr going to eat vegetarian food --> can 'jian fei'

tired + sleepy...

i had a long day today.. in the morning i snoozed my handphone alarm for 1 hr! i was late for about 15 mins for the 1st lecture of the day haha. thats ok~~ i didn't have breakfast thats all. pm tute was so boring. cos the proj mger and kate and some others were talking and mi,dian and ge were jus sitting there looking at them. haha. and when i turned around to look at ge, he was playing with his lips with his fingers.lol.. and he just laughed so loud when he realised that i saw it. hahaha. and i feel that kate (the angmoh subteam leader) always have this seducing action. haha. something like trying to seduce the proj mger. hahaha. elvi went with us to oac lect. she took sumtime to decide whether if she wana go with us. finally she went. but! not even a minute after we reached the lect theatre, she wanted to leave to go back to ict. omg..this girl, i dunno what she was doing?!?! haha! and i just from her this ticket..temple thingy. go see her sing haha. hci tute was so stupid. we were playing and laughing. but of cos in the end did some work la. we're good students okkkk.....*self-praise* muahahaha. when i came out of the tute room after the tute, this person waved at mi and said hello. but i just smiled back and didn't wave or said aniting and walked past him. and he turned around and said:'annnnn...i said hi to u.' So i told him:'yeah i noe, i smiled to u already.' and he said:'yeah yeah~~' <-- in a very @#$%^&* way.
i hate it, i mean its my business rite if i want to smile to wave or say hi or NOT even looking at the person and pretend not to see him/her. but of cos i'm not like that la. i was just pissed. inside my heart i was thinking 'wat the hell?!?'

i went to meshiya to have dinner jus now! meshiya again?!? i jus went yesterday w dian and elvi for lunch! its bcos rusdi said he wanted to try..cos yesterday i told him that it wasn't bad there(the food). and i saw the waitor again. the waitor with the straight hair and curly at the end (spoilt) due to excessive colouring (my guess). i am so bad. haha. we sat at the table right infront of where the chef cooked. i think he is the boss (the chef). and he is realli fierce to his employees. i was so scared....haiiii silly mi. and i went to big W to walk around to digest my food.haha. and suddenly my hand felt so 'itchy'. i kept trying the make ups at the loreal section there. finally i got myself eye makeup remover which i intended to buy long time ago and blush-on (plum glacee)..which i bought on impulse. haha. spent money again?!? then i went to this section of bigW where they develop pics. i wanted to collect my pictures jus now although i was supposed to collect it tmr (the film was from last year ard july but i just took it to the shop yesterday!). then the girl was searching for my pics high and low cos she couldn't find it..and i laughed with rusdi cos it was supposed to be tmr. i felt so bad.... so i shouted 'excuse me, actually i'm supposed to collect it tmr. sorry' hahaha.. i really mean it --> sorry

shopping shopping!

went bridge road with dian and elvi (eng vi) today after taking pics for our assignment.. it was so funni.. jeremy acted as elvi's brother. and dian acted as elvi's housemate's mum and mi acted as elvi's hsemate. lol. crazy.. bridge road was good! lotsa of shops! bought a jacket same as dian. hehehee. i think its nice and its the only thing that fits mi (those i considered nice).. hmm.. and bought headband and pouch at mimco. we had jap food for lunch at qv...yay.. it was yummi. not bad la=) and went myer after that. cos of the 1 day sale hahaha. but nuting much to see. cos i've seen nicer things at bridge road before that alreadi. and the queue at the fitting room was ermm...nv ending la. haha. had dinner at ying thai lygon. now i felt so thirsty. think they put too much MSG.. lol.. and i jus did my pm assignmt for the 3rd time? damn it! the lecturer was not clear enough -_-" and im gonna do my photo scenario now. it's alreadi 12:07am...hmm...
i think i'll be snoozing tmr morning like yesterday morning. yesterday i snoozed from 8.45 till 9.15am... so lazy to wake up -_-

i dunno wat happened to mi today...during the isa lab i felt so giddy...it was like there was a fan spinning in my head. i think its bcos of lab 5... i felt so silly doing it over and over again cos i couldn't fix the damn problem!! finally it worked and i stopped there. hahah. i felt so headache that my head wanted to burst! and then i went to toilet and this guy in ict was asking me why am i always shy when he talks to mi.. so i said nooo im not..i'm very tired and sleepy but actually i also dunno whats the reason.hahah. i didn't go to proj mgt lect cos i thought i wanted to go home to get some sleep. but rus said just stay in uni for a while bcos he's asking dian (everbody's 'tutor') to explain something about lab6. so i stayed. and my head was getting so bad that it craved for sugar.hahah.nonsense rite? so i decided to go to the 'expensive' cafe (yeechian and i name it) to get something sugary..i was eyeing the last muffin while i was in the queue.. and this indian man at the front took it!!!!! damn it was the last!!!! and i didn't want to eat other stuff.. so i went out of the queue and went back to ict..arrgghhh
stayed there to do some lab work b4 dian arrived. and it was so funni..cos elvi said sumthing and dian went 'elvi shut up'! haha that was so funni...of cos she was jus kidding la. if not i think i have to be careful not o offend her. haha. then after dian explained everything (thank you!!!!)....i still stayed there to try to do it... so confusing for mi....went home at 7.45pm in the cold!!! and watched desperate housewives... heheehee my fav show... and tmr there's the oc...hmm..

my sis is leaving for bangkok tonight! my mum called mi while i was in uni today..cos my sis changed her flight from this morning to the night flight..lol..so she'll b missing 2 days of work. ok la..dunno what im talking about also...haha

...something to do when im bored...~~

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is it the wisdom tooth or.....???!!!

i jus went to book a dentist appointment. finally.. have been having this prob for about half a yr now. its a hole in the gum where the wisdom tooth is supposed to grow. the doctor said it might be the wisdom tooth trying to grow but it hasn't got enough space. so thats y i have this problem and my gum is swollen. and the process can take about 1 week to a yr... !!! damn..i think mine would be a yr.... the booking is realli full till next friday..omg... my mum has been worried about mi.. she said i have to go back in july..to get something done about it. before anithing bad happens. lol... i think i'll die really young.. who cares aniwae.. dun mind dying so fast also.. means i dun have sins anymore.. hahaha. i think i wrote alot of nonsense in this entry. and i need to go to toilet cos i drank bubble tea jus now....-____-

my god!!!!! i'm so exhausted!!!!

guess wat?!? today i spent 10 hrs 15 mins in uni... 8 hrs in ict!!! arghh..i'm so tired. went for hci presentation this morning. Ge was the presenter..at first i saw my name appeared on the screen. i was so scared. i thought i have to present. lol. this morning i tell u..the rain was so heavy. if it wasn't for the presentation, i wouldn't have gone to uni so early..will wait for the rain to become lighter~ and my jeans became so wet..my legs felt so itchy and uncomfortable.damn... had fatty beef burger for lunch then went for pj mgt tute. nuthing interesting happening in the tute. jus laughing like idiots among ourselves..i feel that the other subteam leader looks so unfriendly. haii..typical angmoh girls la. and today yeechian was singing in oac lect. omg....the angmoh guy behind looked at her. hahaha. then in isa lect her phone rang..she cancelled the call.then it rang again! this time i thought she'll make it into silent mode..but guess wat?? she answered the phone!! hahaha!! a girl sitting the lect theatre was looking at her..this yeechian is so funny sumtimes....hahaa. this elvi today called mi green chilli...make fun of my chinese name until become green chilli..dunno how she did it also. haha. stayed in ict to do hci assignmt.finally we finished it at 8pm.. only left rusdi, benny, yeechian and me...so pitiful hehee. we went city for dinner.. and talked lotsa crap.. esp benny la..hahaha. then went to Big W to get something for my younger sis. i bought her a 'tin' of 100 faber castell colour markers plus some toys. lol. gonna pass it to my elder sis to give to her. i miss her too..but sumtimes she's jus so irritating and sickening.hehee.
i have pm indiv assignmt to do....but dunno when i'll start...i have to do it soon!!!
haiiii.....never ending assignments...
i wanna watch guesswho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dian is watching sahara!!!!!! so i told her to bring more water into the cinema in case she feels more thirsty while watching..see how lame i was.. maybe too many things to do.....hahaah

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Night market last friday..got free lollies..hahaha!!! and acting as sadako..with elvi and dian was the photographer..scary huhhhh

sadako
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another busy day......~~~

today was my day off!!! but i dun get any day off now!!! how sad!!!
i was so excited when i saw my timetable at the start of the semester..2 days off!!
but now i onli get one or none a week...lol...how sad is that???
i had a fever last night.. i was sweating and feeling cold at the same time. wat the hell???
luckily i felt much better this morning and went for my hci meeting. tmr is the presentation! Ge is doing it..the brave Ge! haha! me and elvi spent some time writing the presentation script for him.hehehee..dunno wat we're writing though.haha
had dinner with my sis and her fren and rusdi today...pizza at corretto..she permed her hair and cut her fringe..looks exactly like my mum!!!!!!! finally !! cos she always looks like my dad from young.. she got mi 3 pair of earrings though..nice stuff. love them : ) thanksssss!!!!
chit chatted at my place for a while and my sis's fren, Lok, was telling rusdi how scary my dad was...when he went to bangkok last yr..haha. it was so funni. guess now rusdi won't dare to visit me in bangkok anymore. my dad is not scary. he can be nice at times too. it depends on his mood. sometimes he can be crazy like pulling my hair in public till i scream. omg..that was embarrassing whenever i remember that!!
haiii....today has been so tiring for me.. and so is tomorrow...i realli dread thursday..my day is so packed!!! and my assignment is due on friday!! omg...and another one next friday.. arghh...and i haven started yet! i can't breathe now......
i wanna watch a movie....i need to relax too!!! haha

im getting sick?!?!? no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had a socialising gathering today..hahah with the proj mgt team. funni....
but the pple were alright. didn't leave us (ge,dian,me) out cos we're 3 asians. lol. but ge is considered an aussie la..aniwaez, had to walk home in the cold today cos i didn't bring my jacket!! was jus wearing a thin blouse and a cardigan today..cos the not-accurate weather forecast online said it was gonna be 24 deg today.damn it. i was feeling chilly the whole day : (
and i think i'm gonna get sick! i hope not. i jus took the panadol dian gave me : )
and i plan to sleep early tonite! i was feeling so bad today in uni..realli bad..during the hci lect..i was falling asleep..and told rus in msn to bring medicine for mi. then i took it. and went for oac lect. i was soooo sleepy and drowsy..damn..and in terence's tute, i was having headache already, trying to keep my eyes open.. and i stayed in uni so late?!?! when i asked rusdi later if the medicine causes drowsiness.. he said yes! and thought how come i can stay till so late in uni?!? damn!!!!! i was dying!!!!!

came home and ate my cucumber with chilli paste.yummi... and watched the oc...i'm addicted once again. lol... i got an assignmt due this friday!! argghh..
and i'm meeting my sis and her fren for dinner tmr with rus.... ok..better get something done tonight and slp..ZZZZzzzzzzz

i'm complaning so much nowadays....gonna be a real naggy grandma here..-_-
i wanna watch Guesswho!!!!!! who wans to watch with mi??? i'm so desperate to relax!!!!!

i dun think so.........

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Night Market!!!~~~

did oac journal today...the last journal...hope it really is!! went to night market at uni with dian around 5+pm. elvi said she would be there soon...but her 'soon' was 1 hr i think?!? muahahaha. so me and dian sat down to watch some performances. the indian dance was good i think. the 2 girls were shaking their hips...felt so tired for them;) but that was a great one. the fashion show sux big time. it was like no effort was put in.hahahaha. and i love the flare dance. yessss..grace told she joined before. but i don't know about now. i wanna join too!!! *if i hav the time.heheh*
we saw grace with her frens as well. but she was leaving for church. shud have stayed and eat with us.

dian and mi ate this thai pork with sticky rice. it was alright but expensive compared to thailand (of cos la). then we had dutch pancakes with maple syrup..nice one ;P and after that me and elvi had fishballs...and i bought the charsiew thingy for rus : ) took so many funni pics + some scary ones... the scary ones--> me acting like sadako standing behind the bush with hair covered all over my face..and elvi standing beside mi, pretending to look shocked..hahahaha i'll post it next time. so quite a number of pple i know there too.....
so many funni things happened today....and i laughed so much. i think tonight i'll cry...

where is my time ???

as u can see the title of this post...i'm so packed!!!
omg....i am so exhausted ;(
just had dinner at nasi lemak house with elvi and rus. after our HCI meeting + working on the assignment. one of the 6 members gotta do the presentation infront of the lect theatre next thursday. and of cos it's not gonna be mi. no way! i hate presentations. but at least its better than managing a tutorial class which i did last semester. it was a disaster! muahahaha. aniwae its over and i got a h1 for that subject! ;)
there is a 'things to do' list in my diary which i carry to uni everyday...and i don't even want to look at it. i just want to cry.....-_-

friday 8/4/05
- meet Dian at 1pm in ICT to do oac journal.
- might b going to night market in uni w frens around 6pm?(this is a good one)

sat 9/4/05
- do my part on risk management before meeting on monday

sun 10/4/05
- meet all to do project mgt individual assignmt (really gotta catch up 5 weeks' work so i assume i'll b in uni till late)
- my sis is coming down to melb for a week!!! (she booked mi and rus for dinner sumtime next week..hmm;P)

mon 11/4/05
- meeting with subteam leader and subteam for project management at 1pm (arghhh)

tues 12/4/05
- social gathering for our project team (heard its at Irish pub..lol..)

thur 14/4/05
- presentation for HCI

fri 15/4/05
- HCI assignment part A due (damn.....)

and there's more to come....................................................................

i'm gonna be a panda soon.........feed me with bamboo shoots....hahahahahahaha

finally.....

finally i submitted the ISA assignment.....
damn.....and tmr i gotta drag my arse to uni again...
no more holidays...........

update : still at level 44

!!!!!!HOW????

should i go back to bangkok this july???
i got my air ticket already but jus need to book a date... its a 1-yr ticket..
He's graduating in early august. so shud i spend time with him during the holidays..?
his mum and sis are coming down to melb for his graduation too..
and i feel like flying back home too... dunno wat to do...
argh!!

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today has been soooo fucked up!

muahahahahaha